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Monday, October 31, 2005


again ... a thought ...

the most difficult thing in the whole earth,
is to fight against our veryselves,
to humble ourselves ...


especially when our ideas and thoughts,
seems to stuck somewhere in between the line of
life, attitude, future, interest, visions,
ability, capability, quality,
desires, dreams ...


especially when we're facing something before us,
that seems impossible to be changed,
not because we don't have enough capability,
but because our mind already thought that something is impossible,
yet those things always come up to our mind,
seems 'bothering' our sleep,
'bothering' our eating time,
working time,
and our silent time ...


that seems always draw our tears to come out,
that seems to tickle us,
until we say,
"it is definitely impossible" ...


when our tears no longer help ...
when our hope no longer exist ...
when we almost letting something we hold on before go ...
when ...


something tried to break us,
until we lost of our breathe ...


a bright and shining light appear,
it burst out our darkness and uncertainess,
into something amazing ...


so amazing,
that seems those lights were so angry,
that the darkness bother us to many ...


and that was the time ...

when the Jericho wall tumbling down,
when the red sea was broke in two sides,
when manna came down from heaven,
when water poured out from a rock,
and when ...


JPCC open the Annex Building, called the upper room,
for the very first time ...
not only as a church, but also as a concert hall ...


with the same situations ...
and hopefully to build more than those faiths grew inside my elders,
i'm grasping my dreams,
though probably impossible it seems ...


everything in this world,
began with an imagination ...


and that's why, my yearly journal for 2005 called The Trust Challenge ...
for i'm having lots of challenges in this year ...
i guess, i'll overcome it somehow ...
though i don't know how ...


ime' ...
something that doesn't break you, makes you strong ...

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

everything in this world,
began with an imagination ...


My fave line, Me.
I do agree with you.

-Katrin-

10:44 AM  

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